Feeling Low Too Often

So, I've been feeling low on and off, bothered via people monitoring me in private always pointing out that a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with will die someday.  There are other problems, too, trying to ruin our "relationship," putting stress on her with the world, like they have to do it just for her, like she's the only famous person.  Every time I solve it or speak the truth, they have some comeback and it's still bad and they wonder what I just said.