Today, I get a diabetes eye checkup, by order of the doctor. My A1C dropped from 9.5 to 7.9. Then, I go to a clinic to see why sometimes it feels like I have to pee or it hurts after I just went. I probably won't have time to go anywhere. At the gym, I jogged for 1/2 hour on the treadmill up to 165. I guess walking 2 hours and listening to music and jogging for 1/2 hour for a long time made it get easy quickly.
I'm supposed to move out of this group home. I got a call from a caseworker and the lady in charge of the group home thinks I can afford to live in an apartment off government money. All I can think of is I was a dependent and my parents both got sick and died over 4 years. I also was supposed to get money from my dad being a veteran for a certain reason.
I don't know... if I'm not in surgery or something I guess I'll be back by supper, no time to go anywhere. I take a shower after supper. I may work out or wait and go to the gym tomorrow. Maybe, I can see a movie Friday, if I go to the gym tomorrow. I've been maybe catching up on sleep, but I hope, if I'm not infected, I can practice violin and study German.
Yikes! It's gonna be time to get off my bed, eat lunch, go to the checkups, and come home and see what I should do.
The lady in charge of the group home is leaving for a few days with another young lady in charge.
So, it's Black people here, the other girl probably part White since her eyes are blue or green. The area is Black, too, and I get bothered, like hearing the cars outside. I have to get out. They get mad at me and lose it because they think they're Black and not White. In Orlando, Black people were in their place. People didn't bother me because they were so concerned about race, they were too busy to. When I first came here, it was exciting to see the Native Ohioans. I barely see any, though. It would have been my dream to graduate from college, and I went in another area around here, where I hope to move to if it's not straight to Germany, as it seems I may not be able to right away, need to pay to live here to study, if I'm not a student may need to learn some German first. If I just went to a college 5 years ago, I could have had a degree in German and some schools let beginners with no experience major in music. Well, I know my parents were sick and died over years. I also wanted to see the orchestra I follow online perform and wasn't allowed to go at first and missed seeing a world class violinist lady I would have seen. I wanted to move to Germany and maybe found a job but was told not to go then, too, earlier on.
I get pretty miserable, especially feeling so low to wake up in the morning, making me think I'm catching up on sleep. I was in bed at 6:30 P.M. and fell asleep maybe sometime after midnight. I bet living in a White community would make me feel good. I guess that is what I'll do. I left another Black group home that was terrible for this one, so instead of wait to move to Germany may have to move to another place here first.