Tired Today?

I had a hard time sleeping last night, feel a little jittery and somewhat tired.  I don't know if I'm going out today.  I would like to go to the gym.  I did do yoga at home last night.  I have violin and German.

New Plan

I want to wake up in the group home and eat breakfast on my own and go to the gym and come home and practice violin and study German ... and relax in the evening.

Perturbed

Someone I know seems to be in the mindset she has to freak out and do whatever older people say and tries to ruin my life in ways that seem dorky and don't make sense, like others act like that didn't just happen but doesn't really say, like if the people monitoring me in private just did it.

Miscalculation

Is this a waste of time with no end?

People are creating fantasies how a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with is more appropriate and innocent, pretending they are as good as her while I'm not good enough.

Catastrophies

People born around 1953 don't want to hear about my philosophies of life because they're always in the wrong but feel aroused to ruin my life if I can get away from their influence.  Did my life just go down the drain, in some ways?

Tactic

It seems that Late Baby Boomers are in the way of life being okay for me as they give up and retire and avoid people my generation.

Tired

Maybe, I'll stay home today.

I wonder if I should forget the movies.

I'm still tired and will go back to sleep/. I have to wake up for breakfast and lunch.